Freedom is coming...

Please bear with me, good things are on the horizon

Dear Jasper,

Apologies for the radio silence. 

That is the phrase that should probably go on my headstone. It is the story of my life. My most-used email first-liner. The thing I always have to say to people I know and love. I have been radio-silencing (i.e. vanishing for long periods, always without warning) for as long as I can remember.

Usually it is for mental health reasons (certainly when depression hits, but also very often because of the ADHD) but more recently it is because I am your mother, and now that you are crawling and standing and trying to eat electric cables and generally behaving in a earnestly suicidal manner, I literally have no time to myself. None. I am only able to type these words now because you are with a babysitter for the first time ever.